Monday, 27 June 2011

even the stars refuse to shine

*fat tears trickles down my face*

this is beautiful. really beautiful i can literally die because of this. the seven of us. 

tangled up

ever have that one person in your life that you just cant give up on?

the one person that can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know its a lie because theres always just one more waiting for them. the one person you know youre better off without but yet you cant find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldnt know what to do without them. the one person you know doesnt deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it because you love them.

Saturday, 25 June 2011

Hello bubblegums! my blog is not dead. im just dreadfully tired, everyday. alasan not accepted? oh so whoa anyway im so bored. not really. today heart filled with butterflies the moment i woke up. no school big whoopie! but homeworks... fine i take back the whoopie.

heres updates of me life

everything was going smooth, but no, theres a bump on the road. im facing all the obstacles, and im pretty sure im not making a step back. wink wink. wink back please? i had the most scary dream last night and it felt so real. so so real i could die. ok, can u imagine? sorry, i'll sound so pathetic if i write it here. oooo not to forget, my babies dah 2months! i'll post pictures of them later.

Sunday, 12 June 2011

So, hows life to this second? what have i been up to? killing something softly, which is for the best loveys.

went to mid yesterday, again. i dah cakap, mid dah boring tengok i, sampai muntah rainbow. tp yesterday's outing was awesome gila sbb pergi with my girls! yana pun ada! hehe sayang them lots. they are people who gave a meaning to my life. which make them, a-ma-zing.making my childhood such a wonderful ride, they're the directors to my movie. incontrol of my feelings, state and mind! i'd be a granny one day and would still be laughing to the show they put on. across the universe lol, last night overnight at anis's. with my girls la who else. had funnnn soo much funnn.

so im singing "i let it fall....."

and asking myself, am i okay?
this week penat. i mean, benda yang tiada kena mgne langsung with sch. which is, tidur bangun makan tengok tv merayap jadi kutu babun tidur. then this week i had an outing with cousins di mid. its cousins day out. shopping, eat eat eat like a pig. know what, im so lucky to have such a caring lovely cousins because they bought me a pretty top! hehe sayang korang every second of my life.

this week pun rasa macam lama because i emosi tahap maximum.


maybe i kena tidur because its already 4.08 am, and yes, just got back from mines. watched x-men 1st class and its adfgdgf awesome giler i tell u. a must watch movie!
so. obviously this is my very first post since i delete my previous blog. too many reasons. too many things in my head.

entah lah. emosi all the time, thats why rasa i really need to buat blog baru. konon at first i dah malas nak typing and merepek benda yang tak patut. still, i need to be me, myself. me yang talkative and sentiasa ada cerita untuk menceriakan hari hari anda  (T_T) wah blogger dah maju, everything dah lain! baru one month i tak update blog.