Saturday, 23 July 2011

i feel so..... disconnected. pretty much devestated and aint giving a damn about crap. i just lost the connection, between me and her. between us. haha i dont really know what if feels like, its just different. you know, when two people cant really manage a conversation well, cant keep the conversation going... thts it! u know something's up. something aint right is up. okay wont cause a mess, peace.

*just put your poker face on and there you are... hideous and snobby*


 hi its me again on keyboard. it has been quite awhile since i blabbed on this blog of mine. who even reads it.

i havent been that much busy i must say. just spend the whole time day dreaming about something could never happen. haha (well i think its funny, wanna laugh?)

me, suha, dila, anis, ekyn, tra and whoever else, spent an ordinary days like almost everyday. guess it was only me tisk tisk, boring life. boring. boring and boring. there's no roller coaster type of fun, just slowly become more and more boring day to day toooo day.

cut the story short. im sick. with the sore throat kind of things. sekarang pulak batuk datang menjelma tanpa diundang. macam mana i nak puasa. macaaaaaaaaaaaam mana? (T_T) ok bye later.



Thursday, 14 July 2011

Choir 2nd performance

ever get the feeling when you want to be all alone?

like, everything would be much better without *certain person who got no brainy* spending your days and nights doing your own thangs, sleeeping alone accompanied by your cats and whatsoever. its not that im anti-social, just my world would be better off if im alone, jumpa your family friends and cuz once a week dah memadai. seriously. living my own life is what i've been dreaming of. orang melayu kata, hidup berdikari. shopping, study, lunch, dinner semua sorang. ha ha! heaveeeen.

Monday, 11 July 2011

freako monorico montoya.

goddamn gorgeous human being. say hello to zayn malik!

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

"at least theres something good waiting for me at the end of the rainbow"

I just finished reading a book called 'Where Rainbows End'. so lovely. note that novel ni tak jiwang langsung eventhough the cover seems like it. but its not! 

thank you ekyn for helping me spending my spare time. eventho i got tons of hw to do, i'd still laying on my bed reading-it-like-a-boss, ok u know im joking. that's all! goodnight bubblegums!

im still alive at least

i did no yapping in juneeee! JUNEEE! turn me on. hmm lets pretend im writing from 100 years. oh no salah, 100 hours way back. that was not on purpose hehe yeeee whatever. so July, give me a great performance.

Goodbye june 2011.

well im suppose to be liike studying but i cant get myself out of this computer circle,urgh. i feel like talking but too malu to call someone up hihi. nvm! so, hows my love up to? doing good? anyway, the air felt so magical lately. im so happy dancing on air. feeling great every step that i take, every move i make, every breath i take. haha sounds funny.  i think this is because the peeps around me are doing good too. actually, i've been simpan hasrat nak blog. everytime i woke up from sleep, the first thing on my mind was "okay lets hit my diplodocus belly!" UNFORTUNATELY, theres a lot of thing i need to settle up and end up not remembering it. feels so lonely eh my diplodocus? hehehe im tickling u! cheer up! :D Allah, problematic girl here.

HAH! last week was the most unforgettable week ever. finally, i did something for school which im so proud of! haha because sebelum ni i dont think i even exist in my school ha ha ha! masuk lari pun kalah je pun, lmao. tenenene.... its choir!

 the boys

the gurlz (we will miss u daphne)

so, it was great. i love my adorable four ehsan so much. they mean a lot. lots like jelly tots. they're my daily entertaiment i must say haha 

wait for this saturday!