After so long

Hello hi.

quick update since dah lama tak post. hokay i've been so senyap for the past few weeks. kot? month? ok apa apa lah. couldnt recall bila last log in blogger -.-'  so maaaaaaaaaaany things to share yet i dont really ada time nak update panjang panjang now.

Ok bismilahhirahmannirahim.

First of all, teh dah tak ada. teh dah, mati. siapa yang follow my previous blog, mesti pun penat bace every post mesti pasal teh. siapa rapat dengan i mesti tahu how much teh mean to me, she's the world. my world. i love teh too much even words cant explain how much. sampai i looked at her pictures, wordlessly then i cried. im okay, then i cry. gelak gelak then i cry. and it goes on like that sampai now. mungkin for some peeps, apedehal sangat lah kucing mati. kucing je kot. bukan manusia. that's why when orang asked me why im crying, im like "okay je la, mental tak stabil sangat kot, pms maybe" lagipun orang paham sangat lah kalau i mental. 24/7 mental unstable -.-'

I marah, sedih, serabut. kenapa teh boleh kena langgar. kenapa baru skrg, kenapa lps dia dah hidup for about one year and a half baru org langgar, kenapa lepas dia ade anak baru dia mati. semua stupid questions pops-out in my mind bila i pikir dia dah takde. tapi the answer is, the one and only answer that i couldnt say anything about it is, takdir.  memang Allah dah tentukan all this. apa boleh buat. let go and move on. eventhough its hard.

It took me about 2days(?) to recover from the loss. kurang berseri rumah tanpa meow teh pagi siang malam minta nak makan. hanya berharap kpd opie kiko and sookie untuk mengembalikan mood mood ceria i seperti sediakala. anak anak teh yang sgt comel dan fluffy.

Abah mak kak ct kak intan rindu teh sangat sangat. wherever you are now, whatever you are doing, i want u to know that kak ena sayang teh with all my heart. no doubt.

smile sayang smile.