Tengok. nak berceloteh pun diganggu oleh si kecil ini! berperang dgn dia for 5mins sbb nak suruh dia duduk diam jgn kacau. last sekali kena taruk luar jugak. sorry baby girl -.-'

Oh itu opie! nama opie sbb kopi! sbb dia black hehe she looks a lot like her mother. the eyes, ekor, bentuk badan and all. perangai pun lebih kurg sama, she loves to kacau me. ikot me wherever i go, kalau pagi pagi dia bosan, mula lah meow meow masuk dlm bilik gigit gigit suruh i bangun. naughty ni! tapi tak apa, as long as diaorang happy, i happy jugak hehehe so sweat(?) kan.

Eh good morning. today i bangun awal sbb nak ziarah teh. hehe im so wangi now.

After so long

Hello hi.

quick update since dah lama tak post. hokay i've been so senyap for the past few weeks. kot? month? ok apa apa lah. couldnt recall bila last log in blogger -.-'  so maaaaaaaaaaany things to share yet i dont really ada time nak update panjang panjang now.

Ok bismilahhirahmannirahim.

First of all, teh dah tak ada. teh dah, mati. siapa yang follow my previous blog, mesti pun penat bace every post mesti pasal teh. siapa rapat dengan i mesti tahu how much teh mean to me, she's the world. my world. i love teh too much even words cant explain how much. sampai i looked at her pictures, wordlessly then i cried. im okay, then i cry. gelak gelak then i cry. and it goes on like that sampai now. mungkin for some peeps, apedehal sangat lah kucing mati. kucing je kot. bukan manusia. that's why when orang asked me why im crying, im like "okay je la, mental tak stabil sangat kot, pms maybe" lagipun orang paham sangat lah kalau i mental. 24/7 mental unstable -.-'

I marah, sedih, serabut. kenapa teh boleh kena langgar. kenapa baru skrg, kenapa lps dia dah hidup for about one year and a half baru org langgar, kenapa lepas dia ade anak baru dia mati. semua stupid questions pops-out in my mind bila i pikir dia dah takde. tapi the answer is, the one and only answer that i couldnt say anything about it is, takdir.  memang Allah dah tentukan all this. apa boleh buat. let go and move on. eventhough its hard.

It took me about 2days(?) to recover from the loss. kurang berseri rumah tanpa meow teh pagi siang malam minta nak makan. hanya berharap kpd opie kiko and sookie untuk mengembalikan mood mood ceria i seperti sediakala. anak anak teh yang sgt comel dan fluffy.

Abah mak kak ct kak intan rindu teh sangat sangat. wherever you are now, whatever you are doing, i want u to know that kak ena sayang teh with all my heart. no doubt.

smile sayang smile. 

Why do i feel so incomplete?

i need to jumpa my missing piece /:

today was FUN

So hi haha jap ni lawak tapi bangang.

Me and my girls otw balik kelas from toilet ikot tangga hujung and tangga tu like port lepak budak budak... ala, u know. tangga = ? hahaha tapi this time, tangga tu kosong. so apa lagi, that tangga was the nearest.

but then out of the blue, seorang lelaki ni i dont know how to describe him but for sure he's not handsome and u girls seriously should have no interest in get to know about him haha tiba tiba he was laughing on his own and smiling like a maniac! and time tu, i was the only who.. yeah, scared. tak sedap hati. tapi bila dah lalu depan dia and nothing happened, lega sikit. tak sedar pulak dia actually ikot ktorg daripada belakang!!!

qila cakap memang mula mula dia ade buat bunyi *cwit cwit* ala u know, bila laki gatal nak panggil perempuan. maybe sbb we dont gave any reaction, he said "HI" while smiling and show us his gigi yang ergh. hahaha i was so shooooocked so i screamed! hahahaha lari lari sambil jerit mcm problematic psycho running from an anaconda and was preparing to die or something. hahahahaha and qila sibuk asked me to just shut up hahaha but i cant help myself from screaming, it comes naturally. ahahaha

as usual, im so overdramatic but this really made my day. walaupun its scary for literally, 5mins!

I finally finished reading 'Perfect Girl' by Mary Hogan

FUNNY

Jap, lmao! there's this guy named heiqal aqim. pernah suatu ketika he said to me " LOL what's twitter for? youre only 16. if you're not a celeb or anyone famous, no one wants to read what u tweet" and guess what, i just found his twitter account hahaha and he's not even a celeb or anyone famous. take this heiqal, im not mad at u but this is so embarassing.

just a small revenge from me :>

P/S : dont be mad. because youve hurt me w your words and you seriously deserve this.